awsome day

do i am having an amzing day so far!!!!! oh god it is wonderfull. I think it is becasue i been going to bed early and getting sleep real sleep. 8 hours i think of sleep. yay. it could also be the new perfume i got yay!!!!!

i got an email today from a person that hurt me alot. I am still bitter about it. The email brought me down from my high for a bit but i have to brush it off my shoulders and contuine to say well she is a cunt and that is what cunts do. After me cutting off all comunicatation for 2 years i don't understand why she would email me and call me a bitch. i just don't understnad. why can't she get it through her head that what she did broke my trust and friendship with her. I just don't get it. I am glad that it happened because it showed me What kind of person she really is and what kind of person he was.

It taught me a very vauble leason. it hurt but i know now. It also has made me cut all friends that are girls out of my life for so long. I am workign on that again. I still have major trust issues with Boyfriends and Friends of mine. I jsut have to get over it and open my eyes and do the leap of faith.

but back to my wonderfull day. It is so pretty here oh god. not the strip or the comercialism of vagas but the valley serrounded by the mountains(hills to some people). my god i just want to rent a car and go out in the dessert and experiance life. ok that is enough for now i need food.

Update. I was walking up to my room to change into my blacks a black man grab me and huged me and told me i was Beautiful. I was werided out. it made me smile say the least. I checked i have all my items with me.